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RUDE I felt very troubled. Several days back, I was resentful for an incident, provoked by someone who was RUDE. And that quickly spring to mind about my encounter with also a similar RUDE regular in the Magazine site about 2 months ago. This is disturbing me for a period of time. I thought of swallowing my pride and forget the entire darn episode. Sometimes I can forgive and forget, but sometimes I cannot. The sunken teeth-bitten marks just do not fade. Again, my back street life in the past had taught me lessons. In those lessons, there were NO forgive and forget. But to provoke and/or reciprocate, when there are needs to attack or being attacked. One leg of mine still stepping on the boat of back street life style. Yes, half of me still belong to the subtle underworld. Half of me a beast. And of course I want to remain there till I leave for eternity. Those are the necessities for MY SURVIVAL. (I understand the majority of the readers do not agree with me. But do they belong to anywhere in the light, subtle or heavy, hard core underworld? The Malaysian society. Hierarchy of classes, from hard-core low class to low class, to medium-low class to medium class, to medium-upper class to upper class to superb upper class. And another class, which belong somewhere from hard core low to medium class. This class is called the PARIAH. Yes, the pariahs that resented by many, due to their offensive manners, yet narrowly prided themselves of their disrespectful, discourteous, insulting, obnoxious manners. The most remarkable or typically of their behaviors are being very simply, RUDE. They do NOT respect others. They shout when they speak. They scream with their highest pitches of voices when they disagree of any matters. They yell whenever they like, wherever they are. They have low opinions on everything that they think foreign, or not conforming, or belong to what they consider bad, incorrect, or inappropriate. They don’t understand these words, ‘no manners’ and ‘unethical’. They are not in their vocabulary. And logically, pariah parents bear pariah . That’s how they are rooted. And little expected, known and understood, these pariahs do NOT only possess above negative attitudes, but also along with other unpleasant unrelated attitudes adhered. Seemingly they come in packages. They are also maliciously envious, selfish, frugal and greedy, and/or are liars. Sure, there are not few, but MANY nightclub girls are the pariahs. But they LEARNT their lessons. Being offensive in the nightclubs spells BIG trouble. There would be injuries. There would be stalking followed by threats. There would be harms to their families. Yes, they would see BLOOD! OK, be good or have another blood bath. These girls at least CHANGED after being taught. But the pariahs of the daytime society DON’T! Yes, they haven't been taught. The daytime society is not parallel with VIOLENCE. Get it? Please note. The most astonishing feature and peculiarity of certain, or a few pariahs are yet to be mentioned. It made me jumped. You know, even the hearing and/or speaking impaired pariahs can display the offensive manners! They use WRITING. They scream and shout in words. Their jealousy also appeared or described in ABC. And the lying. Easy. Just write or type false name, age, location, education and/or so on. Am I being myself? Yes. PA with a different face. Picture: The Malaysians. Who’s rude, who’s not? Puteri_ayu 
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1/9/2007 9:39 am |
Are you talking about members at Chinese FriendFinder or people you met in Malyaysia ? Nik
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1/9/2007 4:33 pm |
PA.. I can precieve the variable you speak.. and the nature of what you contended with within the challenge of the neccessity of the employment and live enviroment in that circle.. you still thru such awareness of extremes and variables within such.. developed and maintained a dignity, and a depth within that dignity that can see and read within and between the lines and the spaces in the expression of faces and the tones whtion and of words.. and assimilate for what the situation can bring to be, but you have the deeper depth that can embrace the dignity of self that deciphers it and give you rooms to dissipate much.. but the fragments like seeds, left in a rut.. you spit out without reserve.. that by the regard of nature is justly so.. that the seeds may grow in another palce and be more of a ripened fruit.. and become something better.. I admire within you that you always reach deeply and reach high, long and srong to always find the better of yourself.. even in the midist of an enviornment that fights your rights and care to be so.. You again.. without sounding patronizing.. have a great strength, that is born of much wisdom.. and you have the dignity to care of understanding... and you spek in honest..of what is within and baout you.. that.. is of worthy of much high regard.. and I give mine openly and assertedly... 
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1/9/2007 4:35 pm |
ut the fragments like seeds, left in a rut. ( that's suppose to be fruit, not rut..)
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PA, Are Pariahs born Pariahs? Or for survival they have to be Pariahs. OK if they dont tread on others'. The most miserable is those who wear outside decently but inside pariahly. You have sharp observation/penetration of the absurd obscure society and some ppl therein. Are we our existence one? Happy CNY. Me too, still get hong bau. Feeling good as u said, get money and bless for doing nothing, hoha..
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Extend your understanding and patience... Be slow to anger... Take good care of things and don't let them bother you... A good year 2007 for you!
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