aprilgirls
(April )
54F
235 posts
5/20/2006 6:03 pm

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6/2/2006 1:40 am

be honest with me


Don’t say you love me if you don’t mean it.
I’m not strong enough to tease with in such ways.
Don’t say you want me…if you only mean to fuck me.
That’s not the type of longing I am needing from you today.

I’m as honest as I can be and only want the same…
I’d hope that’s not too much to ask…
There are times I feel such sincerity from you…
And others that I can’t help but wonder if this is all a game.

Am I once again a means to your end?
Did it hurt you badly to hear I loved you?
Was it painful to realize I always would?
How bad will that wound you when you see me in pain?

Just look me in the eyes and tell me so…
I’m not here simply to soothe your tattered ego…
You are here because you care for me too,
I promise, I promise to believe you…

April~

swallowtsui 51F
1431 posts
6/2/2006 1:35 am

Don’t say you love me if you don’t mean it.
I’m not strong enough to tease with in such ways.
Don’t say you want me…if you only mean to fuck me.
That’s not the type of longing I am needing from you today.

Woohoo, what a declaration fm poetic April. My words too.