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I've to swallow my depression I've to swallow my depression. I've contracted conscious depression. Whenever my mind's not occupied by work, it would think on something sad and helpless, and it would make me cry. My eyes are painful. I fail them or it fails me? Headache. I dont want to talk, nor speak. And i must look terrible like an insane. The problem I am aware is : Measurement; communication, simplifying or complexing...wait or take initial. Just hope I will be better, but might not, since I've entered this quagmire, struggling inside like a sick. I still have a party, I must pay to carry it on alone, just to deliver it to the people I must. |
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Thank you all Oas, Nam, DVC and Scip, I am better and I wont commit suicide. There's always a root to a problem or a depression. As a single person mingled in the family, society, how can we strike it? Well, the work is burying me up so no brain for depression right now. Getting cool here (:-
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If the worst scenario happended to me, I could still write a drama if i had the energy, so, not bad.
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DVC, You are my buddy. How do you call this kind of being optimistic in pessimism and self-releiving mentality? Whatsoever bad experience, it's experience. (:- Thanks for your kind words! (re work, yes, plenty of transl work! any book in process?) Swal
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