swallowtsui 51F
1120 posts
3/24/2009 8:40 am

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6/12/2009 3:23 am

Before and after; is there a difference?


Gg said we should join hands to publish illustration books. Swallow is charged with stories and Gigi illustrates. Why not?

Lets start now...

2007/03/17
I was a singing student back then.
It's in a basement jazz bar where my teacher and the band played.
I was amazed by a volunteer's performance flare, full of amusement and passion. The guy looked pro. Most of all, the song and act was fm the deep of heart. Somehow we ex name cards.
A free spirit and moved, I wrote an email requesting to be his student.
Silence and it's forgotten, for the good

2008/12/17
"hi,it's been a long time, hows your singing?"
I didnt say anything, i almost forgot. My real teacher stopped my lessons, and the to-be took nearly one year to mention it.

Somewhere between these off-and-on dialogues, I realized a party on the beach restaurant after some crying. My family was happy and only i know the taste.

2008/12/30
Q: "Still singing? ... Happy New Year!"
A: "My teacher gave me up. HNY!"

2009/02/17
"How are you? Where do you sing? wish to hear from you."

Somewhere between these, one of my best friend, after many years' singledom, got her 20y younger heartthrob in China and has since started her two cities' switches. But, happily and contently.

2009/03/15
"I am busy, but once in a while i go somewhere to relax. Where you go singing or reveling? How are the other jazzmen?"

....

Two months gone, there's no connection. Two years gone, there's no real connection.

If Uncovered, even the subjects dont know it's real face. I envied my friend's joyous smile, reddened cheeks and heartfelt fulfillment.

In between these, I pondered to build my own nest. Yet, yet, inabilities. I joked seriously to find a new wing by my side. Friends just shrugged me off.

Work, works, and thanks to that. I am filled.

Today,suddenly wanna make a call. But not available. When u even hesitated to say hi,what that implies?

2009/3/24
"I go to Tiger bar but before the band's better. We can have a drink one of these days.
If you accept I'd invite you for a drink."

Muse...duke...
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Before and after, there's difference. And, is there difference? What and who is burying me, and my youngssoul times? I even dunno if entitled to a drink.

How will you draw? Gg? while you say u dont have time for men, and a tea pot (trouble) bf?

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swallowtsui 51F
1431 posts
3/27/2009 7:07 am

Nan,The third time I read hard but cant fully understand you.

I'll try another time. (mayb i also becoming stupider...


swallowtsui 51F
1431 posts
6/12/2009 3:23 am

HEY HD.

Long time no see, how are you?

Happy June 1st Children's Day!

Swallow