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Sitting Still in My Fantasy Room... Sitting still in my fantasy room with the door and window open, I saw a person appeared as sunshine that sneaked its way in and sent unexpected warmth upon me. I basked in this delight, dreaming, for years... But then, it changed. That sunshine became alternately rain and wind and cool breezes, and topsy-turvy gusts that upset my furniture and sent my pictures on the walls all askew. I wanted so much to close the window and slammed the door and slapped my hands together in that brisk motion that said, 'enough of this nonsense'. At this moment I felt fearful and wanted to cover up the fear with the most wicked of all tonics: rationalization. I had not been so good at thinking about the rationalizations of things when in love. It seemed to me that the rationalizations were the lies - the truth would seem, well, unseemly. Anyway, now I want to try this time, to think in a rationalized way. I will protest the weather and shut it out and forget that in minutes, days, hours - that same annoying wind of fearsome gusts can turn back into that sunshine that first warmed and beguiled me. I can remember someone's urge to become a student of the weather and simply watch it unfold. Welcome the rain and wind, knowing it will not harm me and besides, will soon pass. If I can manage to keep the door open, the rain will dry up and the winds will settle. And then I can still look out again and see those rays which first caught me. I might marvel how it all changes while I have sat still. Sitting still in my fantasy room... 
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Fantacy You are in the room, but you fantasize.
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swallow, something in the dream is from true life, windy and rainy. But I will not loose my heart for the bright sunshine... Some fantacies must be broken, and some still on the way to come true...
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Fantasy and dreams will come to reality if you'll stick to the road that will lead you to a place unlike your fantasy room...where the weather is fine like that of the paradise, a solemn place without hate and mischief that will bother your stay. By the way , Is there a bathroom on your fantasy room? (joke!)... 
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fedders,welcome. The place you mentioned seems a very nice one without the changes of the weather, but I still prefer to stay in my own room, sunny or rainy. I am a fairy lady, no need for the bathroom.
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somnabulist, thanks for your thoughts.
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5/9/2006 10:14 pm |
My magic window works the same way. I realize my magic window can take me somewhere...show me something in another place. It is up to me to find my way to "another place". When that time comes, the magic window will be closed.
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Cinderfella, looking out of the magic window , you will see the colorful outside world. Hope you will fine another place as you wish! Good luck! 
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binbin,融入自然,一切祥安!
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