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situational irritation !!!!!!!!!!!! yes, it's certainly a reality... but it's more inwards than outwards.... seems to be more connected to the aspirations, more than generalized living situations. Just things... which require not only review, but re-structuring the priority, trimming down the objectives within options and taking things one step at a time; choosing the key components and making them function and stable "FIRST"; and most certainly re-gaining the patience to continue with a connected passion in doing so. Not an erratic passion where impatience seem to be more dominant than the focus to take things step by step. It's like the business plan, yes, it must go back to the drawing board, re-focus and re-structure, build in phases, and not worry so much about where the funds will come from, but more so take care of the steps I can manage, while keeping efforts with the acts to improve the financial aspect. Yes, the end objective of the endeavor is what truly matters, along with the services which I can craft to make available. One thing for sure, is 'again', step back from the uninspired people, and step back from the people who have reservations of reluctance to participate. Seek out and engage with people who set goals to pursue and embrace dreams to build and whom remain open to ideas, progressive interaction and investment of self. The website was hacked, additional programs given to me at work, and the very time consuming projects which happens to be one of the more cumbersome programs in the department is of much impact on the current situations over-all. yes, the wants for me to take on even more diverse programs, is quite and interesting things. Somewhere within the mind, it certainly has to be sorted out and put in better perspective. Then there are financial elements that rush in to make the whole situation filled with more matters to be addressed. There's certainly not any "yellow brick roads", and the " rose gardens of life" must always have the weeds removed and the roses trimmed, and at times the entire bush pruned, and still there is more work to be done. But, .... it's far better than being incapacitated or unable to have any external task to engage and be of capability to perform them... I guess if I did not want anything and did not want to accomplish anything, there probably would not be much of a situation of any level of challenges. It turns out, that 'situational irritations" may well be a blessing in disguise... because it reflects upon having many things to do and being of mind and body with concern, care, efforts and ability to get them done. |
