shiredj10 63M
15 posts
8/6/2013 1:26 pm
I Don't Know


I don’t know

Do you ever feel that’s something has been taken from you,
And you can feel it in your soul, but your heart doesn’t want to accept it.
Being lonely is what you feel when you don’t have answers .
Bad sleeps, stress headaches , crying and being depressed, is my friend now.
Things happen, it’s been such a bad year, I don’t know why.
I can’t seem to find a way out. Just feeling I’m in a dark place now. Alone.
All security’s have gone .
Being complete and finding some sort of happiness is disappearing, and I can’t stop it or control it.
Why is it slipping away.?
I haven’t changed but everything around me has.
My Heart is losing what I once had and it was everything to me.
I just don’t know what to do, its driving me crazy inside .
My life once was happy , and now its feeling empty.
And lonely, and I just don’t get it.
Giving ,working, trying, means nothing, when it all goes away.
I just feel sad , I don’t know what to do or say.
A heart that has loved is so full of life and hope.
A heart that can’t feel hope anymore is so hurt.
Is like a Soul that has been thrown away.
I wake up every day wanting the same thing,
And I go to sleep the same way,
Wanting to be completely in love,
And more so loved .
Time , Distance ,location,
They are all just measures of what is great,
When they come together,
Waiting a life time or two is nothing,
When you find all you need in one person,
Believing, never giving up is my passion,
But if the hope fades away,
The belief of what can be ,
Is always going to rob you.
I don’t know how , to make it happen,
I miss so much of being together,
My days are empty.
I just don’t know.

beyondfantasy3 113M
4740 posts
8/6/2013 5:15 pm

focus on simply appreciating yourself.... and the little things in your days.


shiredj10 63M

8/8/2013 3:45 am

Thankyou Beyond will get there.

Thank you beautiful i had the best one, for me.