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Scattered heart.... I remembered that few weeks ago i wrote about a guy who's avoiding talking with me till he finally showed up again on Valentine's Day. I was surprised by then and was irritated as well but i was a bit relieved when he told me the reason why he was ignoring me. I was so wrong about him, he's indeed a nice guy. He just thought that i was deserved to be someone better and not an old chap like him and thats why he chose to back off. We did got back on the same day coz he told me he's still had that strong feelings for me and i was so touched by then. I never gave up on him since the first day we chat even tot he's a bit older to me coz he has that great personality that i cant resisted. It just that i was too annoyed when he left me abandoned without a word but unfortunately fate had never on my side. He passed away on his way to hospital visiting his grandpa on 18.02.2015. I got the message from his after failed to reach him several times. he lost lot of bloods due to the internal massive bleeding. I was really shocked and devastated and i just cant do nothing besides crying and crying till my eyes got swollen. This was too sudden for me and i cant really accept that he was gone. We just got back together and started everything but death took him away silently. When he was in coma, i had made a video for him and asked his to play it but she told me that his dad has never woke up. I did cried and mourned for him for bout a week. I just never stop crying when i was looking back to all the messages he wrote to me in whatsapp and skype. We were having fun time together when he was still alive, we chat and video cam almost every night and he did even promised to visit me here in Malaysia. He was such a good guy and if not of the accident, i would probably end up marrying him. I know that he can never be replaced by anyone and he wanted me to move on for him. I've tried so hard to bounce up again as this isn't something that i can easily forget specially when i had fallen too deep for him. Life is really too short and i don't know if i could ever find someone like him again in my life. For me, he will always lived in my heart. Thanks for everything Rich - R.I.P. |
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sorry to hear
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I understand your life must go on just smile and be strong
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