An "Aura" About Me...

Aura (noun) :

A general impression produced by a predominant quality or characteristic: air, ambiance, atmosphere, feel, feeling, mood, smell, tone...

The name given to a subtle envelope of vital energy which apparently radiates around natural objects, including human beings, anima l s and plants.

Chance...
Posted:Nov 5, 2006 11:33 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2010 5:48 am
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"I didn't ask for it to be over. But then again I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunset..."
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SoMeDaY...
Posted:Nov 3, 2006 12:21 am
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2006 11:03 pm
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We speak, we smile
We look upon each other's eyes
There's spark, there's glow
Are they signs?
Or are they just all for show?

SOMEDAY when we become bold enough
The questions will end
The fears will fade
Then we believe, we trust
And would never let go

But UNTIL that day comes
We just have to be contented
To just gaze upon each other's eyes
Lips sealed
And HURTING deep inside
Because we both know
That if there is love
It will have to WAIT

Until that sometime, SOMEDAY...
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"When it rains, it pours..."
Posted:Nov 1, 2006 5:12 pm
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2010 10:08 pm
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Lately things haven't been good with me... million of things to do at the office, got sick, fought with mom, sent the helper home, train the new one, etc etc... Ugggghhh, when it rains, it pours... I couldn't help but feel so tired, really tired... When i feel this kind of tiredness, some crazy thoughts that i do not like gets inside my head... Oh well, it would have been so good to be wrapped in a tight embrace...
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have you?
Posted:Oct 31, 2006 10:49 pm
Last Updated:Aug 1, 2008 1:55 am
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have you ever felt that there is so much you can do but then there's no chance to do it?

have you ever felt so sure about things but then somebody else opposes it?

have you ever had that feeling that you wanted to hear someone say "i love you" to you but you never come to hear it?

have you ever had that feeling that you wanted to say a lot of things but nothing comes out no matter how hard you try?

have you ever felt that you wanted to run so fast but your feet is glued on the ground?

and have you ever felt so confused about what you really feel and you just want to cry?

and finally, have you ever felt so stupid that you blab about a lot of nonsense that makes you look more stupid?

uggggggggghhhhhhh, WHATEVER!
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Which one are you?
Posted:Oct 24, 2006 9:58 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2006 11:01 pm
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The pessimist complains about the wind; The optimist expects it to change; The realist adjusts the sails.

– William Arthur Ward
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Little Mermaid
Posted:Sep 28, 2006 7:02 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2010 5:50 am
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Last night I bought Samantha a DVD of the movie Little Mermaid. I decided to buy it because I already got irritated seeing and hearing Barney on our TV for hundred times. Heh, she never got tired watching Barney over and over again everyday. So, after dinner last night, I sat down with her watching Little Mermaid before I put her to sleep. Both of us were entranced by the wonderful songs, colorful artworks and characters in the movie. I'm kinda annoyed though with the kind of attitudes about love that are suggested in the movie. Ariel, throughout the picture, was lying, speaks nasty to her father, disobeys his commands, and is rebellious in the wishes he communicates to her. She also involved her friends in her ill thought out fiascos. She even gave up her voice (Hello? Her voice!!!) for a pair of nice looking legs! Ariel does not have an attitude that watching the film should imitate.

Also, the father alternately thunders or melts, but clearly does not have any handle on his 's attitude or behavior. She totally disrespects him. And as to Ariel - think about it: she defies her father willingly and repeatedly, and GETS AWAY WITH IT IN THE END! Oh sure, there are scary moments; but old dad comes along and bails her out (hey, where's mom?), and she gets what she wants. Thus all her rebellion, all consuming selfishness, shallowness, and disobedience are never truly addressed. Further, she gives it all, for what? For her superficial, skin-deep attraction to this good looking fellow. What kind of message is that for or young men? It is a happy ending. The evil bad octopus lady Ursula dies. The king gives her away. Ariel gets her man. The prince gets his fish, and they get married. (Maybe they got divorced soon after? How often does a 16 year old fish find the love of her life without even knowing who he is?) But yes, it is a happy ending. This story teaches to be disobedient and in the end, you get what you think you want. Pure crap.

Hey, it's great fun watching the movie but I think I'm going to keep this DVD and not let Samantha watch this again until maybe when she's older and I can discuss with her the story. Or maybe I really shouldn’t be nitpicking the plots of ’s stories that much anyway? Heck, I've made up my mind already. In the meantime, she can watch her Barney DVD's million times and I promise not to get irritated again. Maybe I should find some other entertaining movies with good moral values. Any suggestions?
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Sunset
Posted:Sep 26, 2006 11:53 pm
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2010 10:22 pm
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I just love the sunset and the beach. Too bad summer is gone. Rainy season is until the end of the year and maybe extends until January. But even during the summer season I can't always find time to enjoy the beach and the sunset because of a lot of reasons. When Samantha grows a little older, maybe we can spend more time doing one of my favorite things - watching the sunset in the beach. And also, maybe next time there's someone to hold hands with. It's not that i don't enjoy holding a little hand, but it's more enjoyable holding two hands - one small hand on the left and another big hand on the right. Hmmmmm...sounds nice... In the meantime, i just look at sunset pictures... Nice view but more nicer to be a part of that view...
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Love? or Stupidity?
Posted:Sep 26, 2006 6:48 am
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2010 10:25 pm
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A wife is hit for the second time in a week by her husband, but when her best friend begs her to leave him, she refuses, saying that she loves her husband and that it is her fault that he is violent with her.

What a sad story...
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"Time is the fire in which we burn." - Star Trek
Posted:Sep 26, 2006 5:52 am
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2010 10:26 pm
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There will never be enough time to do all we want - all we can do is all that we can. To live to 80 (or 90, or 100 - whatever) and say "If only I had done this when I was younger..." is to me one of the saddest things a person can say.

In short, life is not a dress rehearsal. As such, live your life to the fullest, while you can, and accept no substitutes. Linked to that, do not live the life that someone else (even society in general) wants you to live - it is YOUR life, not theirs - live it how you WANT to. Be who you are, do what you will.
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Thank you...
Posted:Sep 17, 2006 6:25 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2011 7:04 pm
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Last friday was my birthday and I had a lovely day. I went to work but it wasn't too busy so it didn't ruined my day, hehe.. Mom took a day off from work and came up for the day, thanks mom! I prepared dinner at home and sister, brother and few friends came. Someone special showed up via webcam and somehow shared the day with me...

The main purpose of this blog is to say thank you so much to everyone who made that day extra special for me... God has been good to me. I have been blessed with good friends and a wonderful family. and it's more nicer to celebrate birthday now with a little baby singing "happy birthday mommy", in her sweet baby voice with some lyrics not comprehensible, heheh.. but in my heart i will always comprehend her love for me and forever i will always thank God for bringing her into my life.. she will always be the best birthday gift for me...
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